4/2/10 A lot of changes

Oh Thursday, we went to B town for a gala. Every year, Rain and Ryan invite us to a fund raising event for Babs--an organization that provides support for women who want to give birth and nurture their babies in a more natural way. It's nice that they're proud of us and want to show us off to their friends.

Rain is a big fan of Babs. She got so much support for her first childbirth experience. (second as well) When she ran into obstacles, Babs was there. Now she wants to give back. We support her.

The event was amazing. The theme was Alice in Wonderland. I don't get theme dressed, but I was into a smaller size and felt excited. We met some of Rain and Ry's friends which is always fun. I like silent auctions because I can get something fun and help a worthy organization at the same time.

I got a great pair of silver earings at 1/2 price. And took on another charitiy project that's related to my art. (for next year's gala) I'm going to do a mother and child.

Okay here's the magic part. We left B town late. I was tired and still had to drive home (about and hour and a half) I wanted to get a coke to wake me up. Luke was worried that it would keep me awake at night. So . . . . instead I went inside and asked the Goddess/healer that dwells in all--"If you are there, please let me get a rush of good health energy and alertness. "

I wasn't expecting anything. The energy rose and Luke was present to witness it. I drove hom easily.

I had a dream. You know that I'm struggling with where my true sprititual community is. In the dream, Luke and I were walking in our neighborhood (no cane could this be a promise for the future?) when I spotted a house that I knew was an Indian center. We went inside. There was a man who looked like Nayna's brother. He was working on a computor ( like N's brother really does) Then, there was another man, a non Indian woman, older, and two children--a boy and a girl ( young, maybe 5 and 7 ) I was wanting someone to give me information, to kind of want me in the spiritual community. No one cared. I went up to the woman and said I've been involved in yoga since I was two. She didn't care. No one gave us any literature. So we took a brochure and left. We were the first to leave the building but there on our front lawn was the woman with the kids sitting on either side of her. I felt that they were a Goddess and two divine kids. How else could they get to our house so fast and be waiting for us?

I'll be thinking about this dream for sometime to come.